If you think I’m going to press F5 all day long you are mistaken. The lack of Live Feed is a deal breaker for me.

I probably should have written this as soon as I got home, as I’ve since had a little sleepy and some lush foods (M&S Sweet Pumpkin and Amaretti Biscuit Ravioli, far nicer than it sounds), I feel less like ranting.

Why does this keep coming back? I have absolutely no reason to feel so shit, but all I can do right now is cry & get angry at myself.
I go out, fake being happy, then come home wondering what the point of anything is any more. It’s all just darkness and shit.
Wow, how emo am [...]

I just reached the epilogue. It’s not just a chapter in my life closing. It’s the end of this particular book.
Chris has a new girlfriend. It’s taken him 3 weeks to finally tell me even though I knew from the start anyway. All the avoiding me shit he does, it’s always for the same reasons. [...]

I’ve found myself back at this place again. I don’t have any friends. I know people will now appear with “I’m your friend!” and “what? Don’t I count?” so maybe I should clarify it a bit. I have no really close friends, no best friend. Not any more.
All I really have are a bunch of [...]

I’ve done pretty well so far in not venting my frustration and sadness about ‘the breakup’, but tonight was the last fucking straw.
It is safe to say I did not want to split up. I thought it was worth working at. Chris, however, just couldn’t be bothered. I guess he knew he didn’t love me [...]

…and you don’t wanna know me.
Well that’s how the song goes.
The whole being friends with Chris thing isn’t happening. He says he needs time to adjust to being friends… but I can’t honestly see what else we’ve been for the entire time we’ve known each other. We never had a proper boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. We hardly [...]

I am now being reminded on an almost daily basis why I have always said I’d never live with anyone other than a partner.
Moving in with friends is a minefield. They tend not to stay friends for very long. They go from being decent people that are a laugh and just a little weird to [...]

Why oh why do my arsehole neighbours decide to have parties just as everyone is going back to work?!!?
It’s bad enough being the first day back here without feeling like I’m going to pass out at any second.

…that I don’t understand.
What’s the deal with people putting serious/personal stuff in as public and then stuff like “OMGWTFBBQ I lost a bit of paper!! Oh gnoes!!!!” in as friend’s only?
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I blame the goths…