Chaos-23

Hoping tonight will be as funny as last Friday.

Still laughing about Cravendale…. so wrong…

I’m going to leave this post sounding cryptic. People that know this part of me, the heart of me, will know what it means. If I try to explain I will sound incredibly pretentious and gerhay… k?

I want Sadie back. I miss her. The faerie is with me again tonight and I missed that too. It’s not even how I remembered.

I spent last night drinking Guylian liquer and listening to old skool gangsta rap to see if the world would explode…

…it didn’t.

Maybe it’s the time of year. Maybe it’s just cos I’m old & fat. Maybe it’s because I’m useless.

Or maybe, just maybe… it’s because I’ve been watching too much Heroes. Nikki reminds me how much I’d love to see Sadie smiling back at me. To swap places again. To not be me.

I think I lost her and I’m too scared to go looking at the bottom of black hair dye bottles.

Wheeee! acrim got into the latest b3ta newsletter with his Ross Kemp site:

http://www.rosskemp.co.uk/

*grins*

>> Ross Kemp <<
One for our UK readers here. Acrim & Oz write,
“We made a loop of Ross Kemp’s face from a
documentary he was in and couldn’t stop
laughing at it for about an hour after.”
What can we say? At 3 O clock this morning
this seemed the funniest thing the world.

If you put “Bong” into Google UK and hit “I’m Feeling Lucky”…. you get the Tiny Planets web-page :oD

Thank you Paul for making me laugh ’til I cried tonight. That was fantastic!

I have no idea how you managed to leave a voicemail message on your own phone, but the thought of you ringing yourself, finding it engaged and leaving a message “hello sweetheart…” ahhh.. it creases me up just thinking about it *grin*