Hello again! Long time, no type. I have had such a manic time the last few months, much of it involving slow internet connections and then the joy of no internet connection at all. Woo! Well, now my intarnetz have properly returned and I’m in the migration to UKFSN. Sadly I’m on an LLU so [...]

I’ve managed to let myself get thoroughly bored. I can’t actually remember what I’ve done lately.. this is more a recap for myself:

This weekend has to be one of the most random in a long while. Had a feeling Friday might be as dead as last week so prepared for the worst. Didn’t really happen like that!!

I am now officially a Jo of the minted variety. Money cleared yesterday apparently. Just moved a stash of it into savings… gonna be earning about £80 a month in interest. Wheeeee!!!! The amount of money in my savings account is currently at AWESOME. I bet I spend it all on booze and gadgets. Go [...]

Why does this keep coming back? I have absolutely no reason to feel so shit, but all I can do right now is cry & get angry at myself. I go out, fake being happy, then come home wondering what the point of anything is any more. It’s all just darkness and shit. Wow, how [...]

I have finally left employment. I am now officially unemployed and farkin’ lovin’ it. A big THANK YOU! to everyone that came out to wish me farewell. It was a good night, would have been better if I didn’t have to drink the evil cider, but fuck it. At least I managed to not think [...]

Only another day left at work now. This is pretty scary. I’m really looking forward to not having to get up and stuff, which goes without saying really. However, not going into work will be really odd. I’ll have to go out more just so I don’t end up a hermit. I already figured it’s [...]

For the first night in a few weeks I have a had a good night out. Muchos thanks to Kev, Nik, Matt & Mikey. I managed to get rather wasted and not think about all the shitty stuff for an entire evening. I can also now remember the benefits of being out from 18:00 AND [...]

Nothing makes sense anymore. I don't know who I am. This can’t be me anymore. Am I really the person leaving their secure job to do god knows what? Am I really the person getting their first passport? Am I really the person booking holidays? This isn’t me. I’ll wake up soon. I probably shouldn’t [...]