If you think I’m going to press F5 all day long you are mistaken. The lack of Live Feed is a deal breaker for me.

I probably should have written this as soon as I got home, as I’ve since had a little sleepy and some lush foods (M&S Sweet Pumpkin and Amaretti Biscuit Ravioli, far nicer than it sounds), I feel less like ranting.

There’s an update to my previous post about my credit card woes. I still haven’t had the amount credited back to me. While I have just been re-assured again that I won’t have to pay, I don’t like that amount sitting on my card for so long. It means my limit is far too close. [...]

I’ve had a bad few days. Pretty much everything has gone wrong.

Thursday night I realised I had a few missed calls on my phone and a voicemail, it was my credit card company. Checked on-line and there was a pending amount of about £2k. I haven’t had a job since May and so was 100% [...]

For those who know of Nibbler on Lack-of.org I feel a public announcement is in order:
He gets nearly all his links from me you know! Do I ever get any credit, do I fu…
So now everyone knows, well, the 3 of you who read this do anyway.

Why does this keep coming back? I have absolutely no reason to feel so shit, but all I can do right now is cry & get angry at myself.
I go out, fake being happy, then come home wondering what the point of anything is any more. It’s all just darkness and shit.
Wow, how emo am [...]

I just reached the epilogue. It’s not just a chapter in my life closing. It’s the end of this particular book.
Chris has a new girlfriend. It’s taken him 3 weeks to finally tell me even though I knew from the start anyway. All the avoiding me shit he does, it’s always for the same reasons. [...]

I’ve found myself back at this place again. I don’t have any friends. I know people will now appear with “I’m your friend!” and “what? Don’t I count?” so maybe I should clarify it a bit. I have no really close friends, no best friend. Not any more.
All I really have are a bunch of [...]

I’ve done pretty well so far in not venting my frustration and sadness about ‘the breakup’, but tonight was the last fucking straw.
It is safe to say I did not want to split up. I thought it was worth working at. Chris, however, just couldn’t be bothered. I guess he knew he didn’t love me [...]

…and you don’t wanna know me.
Well that’s how the song goes.
The whole being friends with Chris thing isn’t happening. He says he needs time to adjust to being friends… but I can’t honestly see what else we’ve been for the entire time we’ve known each other. We never had a proper boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. We hardly [...]