Chaos-23

I’ve managed to let myself get thoroughly bored. I can’t actually remember what I’ve done lately.. this is more a recap for myself:

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wishing I had more sleep… and more shoes…

This weekend has to be one of the most random in a long while. Had a feeling Friday might be as dead as last week so prepared for the worst. Didn’t really happen like that!!

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Suffering from Teenage Crush Syndrome *happy sigh*

I am now officially a Jo of the minted variety. Money cleared yesterday apparently. Just moved a stash of it into savings… gonna be earning about £80 a month in interest. Wheeeee!!!!

The amount of money in my savings account is currently at AWESOME. I bet I spend it all on booze and gadgets. Go me!

I’m on a total high from this right now, but I know soon I’ll remember I had 3 hours sleep last night and I really shouldn’t be awake… let alone going to see my favourite cousin off, she’s moving to Australia-land forever and then going back out drinking again straight after…. ow! Ow!!

R.I.P. DeathCopter

So tired, I may die. Soooo need more sleep… not happening. Oh yeah and I’m officially minted now!

Getting ready for a night out. Trying to get into a good frame of mind, last weekend was pretty rubbish.

Bored. Looking forward to going out tomorrow. Gotta be better than last Friday, yeah?

Why does this keep coming back? I have absolutely no reason to feel so shit, but all I can do right now is cry & get angry at myself.

I go out, fake being happy, then come home wondering what the point of anything is any more. It’s all just darkness and shit.

Wow, how emo am I.

I can only assume this is in some way hormonal/chemical because there really is nothing bad happening to me at the moment. Yes I’m being let down a lot, but what’s new. You can never trust anyone except yourself… and I’m a fucking brilliant liar.

Pissing about with MySpace when I should be working.