Wishing my knee would stop hurting.

Hoping tonight will be as funny as last Friday.

Wondering when I’ll stop being so bored.

Still laughing about Cravendale…. so wrong…

Listening to Rico… a lot…

For the first night in a few weeks I have a had a good night out. Muchos thanks to Kev, Nik, Matt & Mikey. I managed to get rather wasted and not think about all the shitty stuff for an entire evening.
I can also now remember the benefits of being out from 18:00 [...]

Getting excited about signing off my redundancy forms!

Nothing makes sense anymore. I don't know who I am. This can’t be me anymore. Am I really the person leaving their secure job to do god knows what? Am I really the person getting their first passport? Am I really the person booking holidays?
This isn’t me. I’ll wake up soon.
I probably shouldn’t have stayed [...]

I just reached the epilogue. It’s not just a chapter in my life closing. It’s the end of this particular book.
Chris has a new girlfriend. It’s taken him 3 weeks to finally tell me even though I knew from the start anyway. All the avoiding me shit he does, it’s always for the same reasons. [...]

Getting ready for the Clutch gig tonight