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Dr’s appointment tomorrow morning to have the cyst on my scalp looked at. For 10 years it’s just been like a teeny-weeny lump and not caused me any grief. For the past 2 weeks it’s been infected and I’m not able to sleep or move my head without muchos pain. :’o(

Unfortunately I know they can’t do anything about it while it’s infected, and so I’ll probably get antibiotics at first. Which is crap timing cos I didn’t want to be sober for The Mighty Boosh on Saturday :o/ I guess one night off them won’t hurt. Then, all going well, I’ll have to get it removed, which will mean shaving part of my head. Which sux…. I thought I’d been there, done that on the growing out of an undercut. Bleh… But still, at least the hair will grow back that way. If this cyst ruptures like the last 2 I had…. well, a hole the size of a 50p piece in my head covered in scar tissue just doesn’t warrant thinking about. *cries* I wish they’d just stick a needle in and drain off some of the badness, it hurts soooooo much.

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control. You’re a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What’s Your Funky Inner Hair Colour?

Weekend got off to a good start again :o) Although it all could’ve got a bit messy, as I thought no-one was coming out I started off on double-vodka RedBulls…. then Rich appeared! So that was into double figures or something on the Smirnoff Black Ices and then AfterShock manifested itself in front of me… Argh! Waaaaay hammered.

Not out tonight or tomorrow though :o( Which is a bit poo, but back pain means I just can’t be arsed with it. Still The Mighty Boosh to look forward to next Saturday. I can’t fucking wait. I’m planning on a little drinking session before-hand so I guess it’s wise not to stay at the Turtle until 04:00 next Friday… and probably spending the night at my own house would be sensible. Boooooooo ;o)

Oooh and I ordered 2 furry hats that should arrive next week. Sexeh or what?! :oD

I’m a needy girl. WANT!

http://www.thinkgeek.com/interests/valentines/7b45/ (in violet)

As everyone else has done this thought I should really,

Don’t let Moomins near decks.

They’re obsessed with track 4.

On my cab journey home tonight, we had to stop cos 2 foxes were at it in the middle of the road.

The countryside fucking pwns.

Badness has happened, really, really bad badness. Of the kind that is bad. Totally bad.

The Agency I’m working for may no longer be making people redundant…. this is after I declined the first wave of redundancies and was promised the 2006/7 redundancy even after TUPEing across to IBM (it would have been in excess of £20k).

I feel like shit.

I have put up with the bullshit of this place for a false promise. It’s all rumours at the moment so I have to wait & see what the truth is, but it may mean I just start looking for employment elsewhere now rather than looking forward to that nice £20k cheque. I feel so sick.

I’m on awful pay and hate the atmosphere here, but it was something I knew and was good at, and of course that carrot dangling in front of me kept me going. If there’s no carrot, why even bother getting out of bed.

Well that was an interesting weekend… bit like an episode of Lost; raising more quesions than answers…

I am sooo bored at work today. *yawn*

I used my Mircodermabrasion kit for the second time last night and my skin already feels better :oD I’m so pleased I haven’t turned out to be allergic to it, when I realised it was aluminium oxide in it I was quite worried. I used my Mum’s Driclor deoderant once about 8 years ago & I still have eczema on one arm thanks to the reaction from that :o(

The new make-up I treated myself to seems really nice too. Loving the TooFaced ‘Label Whore’ eyeshadow. It blends with my Urban Decay ones really well :o)