Errrr yeah, thanks Tom… this has done wonders for making me feel un-freak-like… no, really… Disorder Rating Paranoid: High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: High – Personality Disorder Test – Take It! – How can you be very avoidant [...]

My body is hating me, I must have been crying non-stop now for about 48 hours. How in hell did I get such a delayed reaction. I was fine when he dumped me. Now I’m in pieces, I’m struggling not to become some kind of psycho-woman that follows him around and murders every girl he [...]

I think it’s all starting to sink in now. I can’t believe how low and alone I feel. I really want tomorrow off work, but I know if I get it I’ll just sit about here moping and crying.

Well, the inevitable kind of happened. Me & Chris have split. Properly and for good this time. In a way that makes me feel like an evil whore I felt relieved when he dumped me. At least I don’t have to wonder when he’s going to do it anymore. I feel really sad that it’s [...]

This is probably one of the funniest things I’ve read in a very long time. Anyone familiar with IRC should definitely give it a read. Basically it’s the decrypted IRC logs for the Bible. Absolute classic entertainment. I am now onto sorting out my CDs. I have too much junk! Where did it all come [...]

Yay! Shaun of the Dead trailer is out in cinemas and also at Working Title Films. I can’t bloody wait. One long in-joke… 2 hours of Spaced-like goodness. Supposed to be released in the UK on Friday April 9th. Heaven *happy sigh* :o) You can also download the trailer from here: http://www.themoviebox.net/movies/2004/STUVWXYZ/Shaun-of-the-Dead/trailer-page.html Work was pooh, [...]

I only just got back from work, another late one. There is no way I should stay in the office until 20:15… it’s just stupid. I had a whole list of PC’s that needed software and only about 1/2 of them would Wake-on-LAN. Grrrr at our stupid new network. The day started so well too, [...]

More tree piccies. I am rather obsessed at the moment. Spooky Sky The field, messed around with a bit in PSP. Church Yard The Church Yard behind the house. Moody Trees Oak trees in the field. Normal English weather.

Mum’s new mobile arrived today. I’m dead impressed. Not cheap, but not bad for a colour phone on PAYG. Siemens C60 The more Siemens phones I see, the more impressed I am with them. They make damn fine budget phones. Now I have to teach her how to use it before Dad finds out she’s [...]

Some of my recent photographs: Red Sky at Night A bit mad, that was taken from my bedroom window (which is what’s reflected, it’s not a lake) at 03:00 one morning when I looked away from the PC screen to see bright red light flooding my room. Not sure why it was that bright, but [...]